Ok, so this is it

Ok, I've tried to have blogs before and I always promised myself that I'd keep writing on them even if I didn't see the point but after about a week every time I look back and think it's stupid. Not this time. This time I'm going to keep writing even if I really don't feel like it, this is not a one off. Anyway if you're still interested in reading on you may want to know my name, well it's Ellen, so-Hi :) nice to meet you.... whoever you may be. I'm not writing this to be noticed by anyone or read by anyone but I'm pleased to entertain anyone who's bored and got nothing to do. This is for personal fulfillment, you see some tough things have been happening lately and I've been writing down every so often how I feel and it helps but not enough, I feel that if I do keep to this blog I actually might get a clearer picture of what's actually going on in my mind and how to overcome some problems and just keep track and look back in a few years time and laugh about it. You may have realized already that I can't punctuate at all and I apologize because I know for some people it can get very annoying. So back to me-you can already tell that I go off course in the middle of a topic- I'm 15 years of age and a girl. I have a great group of friends who I love a lot and an awesome family who I love spending time with apart from my dad. I live with my mum, my dad and my younger sister. I go to school and currently doing my GCSEs which were never going to be fun. I have a hamster-I love animals :) and erm that's about it I think when talking about my self....I could talk for hours on end about anyone else but when it comes to talking about myself I find it very difficult not sure why I just do which is another good thing about doing this blog I can kinda just look back on my day and write about it from my point of view and not trying to please anyone else. Oh ye that's another thing, I am my own person, I do not follow the crowd and I won't do something I don't want to just because a friend is telling me to. When I decide to care about someone there is nothing they can do to stop me from caring which is a pain for both of  us really.